It still feel hurt..
when u talk to me so cold..
it really hurt..
I just cant believe..
I know you no love me
I know it's the fact..
I know..
Just I feel hurt
You say u not at home
not at home
not at home
That's mean you out
out with who?
just inform me the things accidentally deliver to you there..
I ask myself not to think
not to ask why
I need to bear myself
why so hard..
i ask myself not to find you
why u keep find me :'''(
I really so nan guo
today go matang family park
i like review my memories
i ask myself not to go to the place that has you before
when i go there,
the memories keep coming out..keep coming out
i ask myself to think positive
not to think other things
positive positive
it still hard...
i can think of the memories so clearly..
u in the water play ball with others
u scare water
i at the side see you..
u come near to me talk to me
we like to talk to each other
we are best friends that time
and we bbq food
you keep sweating and wipe your face with your clothes
can the memories dont come out i just cannot tahan...
the memories make me feel the pain so clearly
whyyyy ad one month
suddenly things all come out
In this blog
i feel like i am so weakkk..
when i can be strong...why you not love me...
chua send me the encouragement
"being deeply loved by some one
gives me strength,
while loving someone deeply
gives me courage.."
Am i brave enough ?
cause i choose this way to get you back...
I tot I will be your only wife
that you had promised me before... :'((
why every thing changed...
Why I need to grow up so much in this month..
:'(
I really feel hard..
I feel suffered bb....
why u not w me
我要长大
我要懂事
我要乖巧
我要不任性，不固执
我要独立
我要坚强
我要好好活着
等bb回来
我只要bb..一个人。。
我谁都不要
对不起
我不够努力
我不够好
我要有强大内在
但是回忆让我很难受，又很甜
我知道bb有喜欢，还是好感的人
只是我还是很难受
对不起
我好想好想写信给你
我可以写信给你吗？
可不可以再爱我一次？
我答应你我真的会好好爱你这一次
对不起 我还是不够坚强
我真的真的好想你
我真的真的好想抱抱你最后一次
我真的不想失去你
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