今天第32天
分开的第32天
期待与你的见面
花心思
却又不想你紧张
不想你不自在
希望我们能重新做朋友
好朋友
情人
I forget take Flex back
How is he now
Is it still at the same place?
Or you keep in the box to not see it
Getting stronger my heart..
I miss you
miss you very much..
Can you feel it?
I start to find out my direction
start to go in this direction
start to walk with time
Time can proof everything..
I will wait patiently..
I miss the time we together..
It's hard and suffer along the time..
but I feel I grow in this period..
我会变得懂事,体贴,不任性,做个成熟的女人
谢谢你让我成长
期待我的改变吧 :D
不会粘着你 能够自己跟自己玩
开心的活着
学着做个女人
这个月让我被迫成长比这23年还多
很痛苦
但是我却觉得为你值得
晚安 亲爱的
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星期四, 4月 30, 2015
星期三, 4月 29, 2015
Day 31
一个月了
我也因为今天下雨
找你了
思念你的文字
思念你的声音
你呢
Im waiting for your coffee
only wait for you :)
I miss your smile..
When i find you
all positive things
make me happy
happier and happier
exciting
Sunday finally can see you
haha
but I need to be calm..
because of umbrella and jio you dinner with me
you ok
and look fine
make me full of hope..
i really full of hope
I know we need to restart from friends.
I will be your best friends forever and ever
haha
Although only few sentence chat w you
I still enjoy chatting with you
Can't wait Sunday to come XD
我也因为今天下雨
找你了
思念你的文字
思念你的声音
你呢
Im waiting for your coffee
only wait for you :)
I miss your smile..
When i find you
all positive things
make me happy
happier and happier
exciting
Sunday finally can see you
haha
but I need to be calm..
because of umbrella and jio you dinner with me
you ok
and look fine
make me full of hope..
i really full of hope
I know we need to restart from friends.
I will be your best friends forever and ever
haha
Although only few sentence chat w you
I still enjoy chatting with you
Can't wait Sunday to come XD
星期二, 4月 28, 2015
Day 30
去了这么多地方旅游的我们
曾经那么深爱对方的我们
还在吗
Do you remember the memories..
or u choose to avoid..
u choose to let go..
Today you like my photo..
I shocked
I click into your profile
I see you delete everything about me
the photo that have me inside.
hurt but i accept..
I choose to accept everything that you give
accept the fact that you had left
I still pursuing our dreams..
you?
I day dream about our future..
all our future..
When is the rainy day?
When God arrange the raining day?
So i can get the umbrella from you..
bb..
God arrange you to let me see my weakness
arrange you to let me be stronger
arrange you to meet me..
I believe that if God arrange you to be the one
You also be the one to witness my growth bb..
Only at here I can call you as bb
Started to think whether not to go that day is a good decision
I scared that actually that day is the day you want me back..
I know is impossible right
but i choose to see the goodthings
believe the good things
Bb..
can u wait me grow up..
can u see me as your baby again?
hug me tight and dont let go..
I am here for you :)
曾经那么深爱对方的我们
还在吗
Do you remember the memories..
or u choose to avoid..
u choose to let go..
Today you like my photo..
I shocked
I click into your profile
I see you delete everything about me
the photo that have me inside.
hurt but i accept..
I choose to accept everything that you give
accept the fact that you had left
I still pursuing our dreams..
you?
I day dream about our future..
all our future..
When is the rainy day?
When God arrange the raining day?
So i can get the umbrella from you..
bb..
God arrange you to let me see my weakness
arrange you to let me be stronger
arrange you to meet me..
I believe that if God arrange you to be the one
You also be the one to witness my growth bb..
Only at here I can call you as bb
Started to think whether not to go that day is a good decision
I scared that actually that day is the day you want me back..
I know is impossible right
but i choose to see the goodthings
believe the good things
Bb..
can u wait me grow up..
can u see me as your baby again?
hug me tight and dont let go..
I am here for you :)
星期一, 4月 27, 2015
Day 29
不知不觉
分手快一个月了
还沉浸在
爱你的情绪中
分手快一个月了
还沉浸在
爱你的情绪中
What i can do ..
Everyday I think of our future.
think of we being together again.
think of you are the one give me future
think of we sweet sweet again..
I just want u happy and smile :)
this is my only wish..
should i find you again?
I ask myself
I scare being rejected.
I love you..
But I dont want being rejected by you.
I still scared..
Are you really treat me as a friend?
What are u thinking..
I try to not to find you ad. why u mess me up ==
accidentally found that you had viewed my profile.
ok good.
i know you cant leave me..
haha
Just read a book
Whatever you wish to become true.
u need to inside outside very eager to want and become true.
then everyone even God will help you become true
haha
So I pray hard daily. to make it true. :)
星期日, 4月 26, 2015
Day 28
I go back facebook and see the caption for this photo
当我告诉他,我的梦,他没有嘲笑我的单纯,无知,说 他一定会为我圆梦和我一起编织我们的梦
I see and cry
haha
You say,
you will help me achieve all my dreams..
now you leave me and achieve myself..
it's ok..
I can try myself :)
Btw
your birthday wishes i will help you achieve
First find a better man is it
ok. then i wait you become better
then i find you
So, first one achieved
Second, wish me healthy and learnt to take care myself is it
I join dance class and jog for sometimes and eat healthily
I learnt to live by my own
I learnt to be independent
So, second also achieved
Third, you wish ur exam passed and get a good job
this one ..i wait we be together i will be at ur side
support you, accompany you and help you as much as i can..
Now, i will be here support you
I know your exam ad passed
and might be the paper is returned back
and might be the results is good
or not good
but i cant do nothing
I have no reason to stay
I have no reason to support at this moment..
When u text me
are you free tonight?
I actually very exciting
I actually can spare time for you
but I havent prepared
I scare i lost control
then few minutes, you say, want go jeng shop
actually i want go too
just i havent prepared
just i dont want put so much expectations
i scared ..being rejected.
I thought I had prepared for everything
I tell myself 1 month havent past
dont do anything
you say, want return me umbrella
i suddenly moody
is it your real motive?
why is umbrella?
dont have other reasons?
it's hurt..
i reject...since i have other activities and I havent prepared..
I choose to reject and prepared for next meet up..
But it's not now..
I know we will be together..
Just it's not now..
I know..
I believe we will be together again..
I believe :)
I will be better and better
better till you will be together with me
当我告诉他,我的梦,他没有嘲笑我的单纯,无知,说 他一定会为我圆梦和我一起编织我们的梦
I see and cry
haha
You say,
you will help me achieve all my dreams..
now you leave me and achieve myself..
it's ok..
I can try myself :)
Btw
your birthday wishes i will help you achieve
First find a better man is it
ok. then i wait you become better
then i find you
So, first one achieved
Second, wish me healthy and learnt to take care myself is it
I join dance class and jog for sometimes and eat healthily
I learnt to live by my own
I learnt to be independent
So, second also achieved
Third, you wish ur exam passed and get a good job
this one ..i wait we be together i will be at ur side
support you, accompany you and help you as much as i can..
Now, i will be here support you
I know your exam ad passed
and might be the paper is returned back
and might be the results is good
or not good
but i cant do nothing
I have no reason to stay
I have no reason to support at this moment..
When u text me
are you free tonight?
I actually very exciting
I actually can spare time for you
but I havent prepared
I scare i lost control
then few minutes, you say, want go jeng shop
actually i want go too
just i havent prepared
just i dont want put so much expectations
i scared ..being rejected.
I thought I had prepared for everything
I tell myself 1 month havent past
dont do anything
you say, want return me umbrella
i suddenly moody
is it your real motive?
why is umbrella?
dont have other reasons?
it's hurt..
i reject...since i have other activities and I havent prepared..
I choose to reject and prepared for next meet up..
But it's not now..
I know we will be together..
Just it's not now..
I know..
I believe we will be together again..
I believe :)
I will be better and better
better till you will be together with me
星期六, 4月 25, 2015
Day 27
今天的你
你好吗?
希望你已经学会照顾自己
Still a day with you
:)
Walking in the spring.
wish to see you
but afraid to see you
you know the feeling?
ya i know you know..
it's a new start for both of us..
Eating also think of you
thinking of your favourite food
thinking of your smile
That time you laugh you smile for you
now do you smile?
do you laugh?
Do you become happier?
I leave because I know you are not happy
I leave because I know you are stressed with me
I leave because I feel your heart
I leave because I know you...
Waiting with your love..
I learnt to take care myself ad.
Be a independent girl :)
Just listen a word from a friend..
习惯就是爱
爱就是习惯
两者脱离不了关系的
我相信我们的爱
没那么廉价 :)
你好吗?
希望你已经学会照顾自己
Still a day with you
:)
Walking in the spring.
wish to see you
but afraid to see you
you know the feeling?
ya i know you know..
it's a new start for both of us..
Eating also think of you
thinking of your favourite food
thinking of your smile
That time you laugh you smile for you
now do you smile?
do you laugh?
Do you become happier?
I leave because I know you are not happy
I leave because I know you are stressed with me
I leave because I feel your heart
I leave because I know you...
Waiting with your love..
I learnt to take care myself ad.
Be a independent girl :)
Just listen a word from a friend..
习惯就是爱
爱就是习惯
两者脱离不了关系的
我相信我们的爱
没那么廉价 :)
星期五, 4月 24, 2015
Day 26
顺其自然吧
就像当初我们顺其自然在一起一样
我明白 我清楚 我知道我心里只会有那个你不管过后你会不会爱上另一个不管过后我会不会爱上另一个我的心里永远为你留位子不再哭泣不再难过不再伤心不再流泪已经过去 就过去下次见面我会笑着对你说好久不见这份爱永远不会消失我会带着爱你的心努力让自己过得很好找回自己让你重新爱上我今天 我知道了我明白了放下不代表放弃分手不代表永远的分离我接受分手的事实我接受分手我需要反省做一个配得上你的女人wherever you need me, i will fly into ur hug.i will treat you as friend if you comfortable withI know it will be hard. but i will try..countdown 22 days to text you
就像当初我们顺其自然在一起一样
我明白 我清楚 我知道我心里只会有那个你不管过后你会不会爱上另一个不管过后我会不会爱上另一个我的心里永远为你留位子不再哭泣不再难过不再伤心不再流泪已经过去 就过去下次见面我会笑着对你说好久不见这份爱永远不会消失我会带着爱你的心努力让自己过得很好找回自己让你重新爱上我今天 我知道了我明白了放下不代表放弃分手不代表永远的分离我接受分手的事实我接受分手我需要反省做一个配得上你的女人wherever you need me, i will fly into ur hug.i will treat you as friend if you comfortable withI know it will be hard. but i will try..countdown 22 days to text you 星期四, 4月 23, 2015
Day 25
生日那天,你还在含情脉脉看着我
我问我自己
我变了多少
让自己失去自我
变得无理取闹
霸道
任性
固执
我在寻找真我
不被外来事物影响
真正的自己
I suddenly think of danny's words
he says
girls always sad sad then happy
guys always happy happy then sad
haha i feel funny..but it console my heart
Yesterday nightmare so scary
I dream about you married an unknown girl
because u make her pregnant
and ask me wish you
you so thin and black..
You smile at me..
I feel so no power..
sad and sad
morning want cry so badly..
finally after work i cry.
but i tell myself to not control by emotions, thinking and body
it's just a dream
i console myself
say
if you dont want give up
then you need to believe.
Believe can make things happened.
you need to have positive energy to attract him..
positive can attract people..
I cant do much
but at least I have time to wait..
I know what to do.. just the time so slow..
so suffer..23 days more..
I believe I can be happier happier and happier..
Dont look back
Dont think back
Things ad happened
things ad past
there is no point to regret anymore
sorry cant heal
sorry cant use.
need move on and find yourself
change to be better
and he will back.. :)
星期三, 4月 22, 2015
Day 24
你把回忆收起来了吗?
说好的30天给你时间
真的难熬。
最近看了一本书,
遇见未知的你
it is truly interesting
it helps me to find out another me
to find myself
love,happiness and peaceful..
Everyone is looking for this..
Im looking too.
I found who am I
and how I can control my mood..
is a good book to read.
make me have positive energy to move on.
Bb
tell u something
im training myself to have a straight back
btw
i am very lazy to work
really
and the company is ur name..
every working paper is ur name==
i keep lazy at workplace..
I will not give up to work there
until I chase tiok you XD
Im really stubborn==
ya stubborn for you only..
one year 算什么?!
danny chase sharon also 3 years.
I also can XD
jiayou!
Love you bb
hope you have a good day today.
Bless me be positive tomorrow too :D
星期二, 4月 21, 2015
Day 23
你会是那个背我一辈子的人吗?
你会是爱我一辈子的那个人吗?
你还会是我的背包吗?
今晚特别的难受。。
原谅今天我好难受。。
到底要有多强大的内心
多强大的情商EQ
才能赢回你
加油
努力改变。
我愿意给你时间出走
给你自由
我不怕被伤害
因为我知道你舍不得
我只怕这辈子
陪我的不是你。。
bb, i will stay stronger and stronger..
i know it's still not the time..
Day 22
Everyday spend time with friends after work
learning dancing,exercising
to help me think positively.
I am trying to be a better me.
If you are mine, you will be mine..
I believe。。
although many people not encourage me
i still believe u are the guy
the guy that God send to teach me to control my temper
is this stubborn?
stubborn to love you..
I want to do the best for you..
my boy..
learning dancing,exercising
to help me think positively.
I am trying to be a better me.
If you are mine, you will be mine..
I believe。。
although many people not encourage me
i still believe u are the guy
the guy that God send to teach me to control my temper
is this stubborn?
stubborn to love you..
I want to do the best for you..
my boy..

you look so charming in the photo
will you smile again for me?
Do you really forget our memories
your promise?
I tot only me can see your best part..
Is it you let the other girls go into your heart?
I dont dare ask myself..
I scare..
I really scare..
Sorry for emo-ing..
Jiayou Lily..
You can do it!
Change for your boy. Let he see your best part!
星期日, 4月 19, 2015
Day 21
I miss the time we fly here and there
Cheers dear..
Please smile when I'm not there..
I am now in the process changing myself.. :)
Waiting period is long..
But I believe the fate..
Because of you
I learnt a lot
In this period
I learnt to care myself
I learnt make myself pretty
I learnt to control my temper
I learnt to understand guys more.
understand their needs..
I try to accept all my bad things
Just to be a better girl for you
Changing is to be better..
I try to accept my weakness
accept my afraid
accept my childish
accept my temper..
then start to be better.
Be brave
Be courage
Be better..
Agree myself
Accept myself
Appreciate myself
Become more tolerance..
I understand this is what I need to break through to become a better me :)
I look forward the day we meet
the day we together again
the day we happy again
I will be more appreciate our relationship
more appreciate your family
more appreciate love among us :)
如果你想让他回来,那么你一定要知道:
如果你对一件事真的感觉很强烈,你是否会考虑难不难的问题?只有当你对一件事并不真的认真时,你才会说实现它是很困难的,因为你并不爱它。对于一件你所爱的事情,你是怀着热情来做的,其中必定有喜悦……
刚看到一句话,好温暖。“宝贝正在回来的路上了,害怕什么呢?”
其实,最熟悉对方的就是我自己,如果我连自己都不相信,去仿照别人,凭什么希望他回来。人心都是肉做的,无论曾经多狠心,谁活在世上不就是为了得到一个真心对自己好又不离不弃的人呢?要敢接受自己,要敢爱惜自己,才有资格要求别人接纳这样的自己。装,是没办法得到真心的。
宽恕自己,宽恕对方,大家还年轻,青春就是用来犯错的。没有过去的伤痛,就不会有反省改正过后更加美好而坚强的自己。
地球是圆的,很多东西走了一圈,在某个对的点上它又回来了。好的人和事都值得付出,值得等待。人活在世上,一定要敢相信,相信自己努力了,时间一定会给你最好的答案。
既然自己一步一个脚印的摧毁了他建造的爱情城堡,就必须一砖一瓦地用自己的血汗重新建设。
I work hard for our future.
I work hard to change myself
I work hard to be a better person.
For both of us sake
I know you are suffering now
Believe me this is just a period.
I see our future..
After these few months,
I hope you can see our future..
Cheers dear..
Please smile when I'm not there..
I am now in the process changing myself.. :)
Waiting period is long..
But I believe the fate..
Because of you
I learnt a lot
In this period
I learnt to care myself
I learnt make myself pretty
I learnt to control my temper
I learnt to understand guys more.
understand their needs..
I try to accept all my bad things
Just to be a better girl for you
Changing is to be better..
I try to accept my weakness
accept my afraid
accept my childish
accept my temper..
then start to be better.
Be brave
Be courage
Be better..
Agree myself
Accept myself
Appreciate myself
Become more tolerance..
I understand this is what I need to break through to become a better me :)
I look forward the day we meet
the day we together again
the day we happy again
I will be more appreciate our relationship
more appreciate your family
more appreciate love among us :)
如果你想让他回来,那么你一定要知道:
如果你对一件事真的感觉很强烈,你是否会考虑难不难的问题?只有当你对一件事并不真的认真时,你才会说实现它是很困难的,因为你并不爱它。对于一件你所爱的事情,你是怀着热情来做的,其中必定有喜悦……
刚看到一句话,好温暖。“宝贝正在回来的路上了,害怕什么呢?”
其实,最熟悉对方的就是我自己,如果我连自己都不相信,去仿照别人,凭什么希望他回来。人心都是肉做的,无论曾经多狠心,谁活在世上不就是为了得到一个真心对自己好又不离不弃的人呢?要敢接受自己,要敢爱惜自己,才有资格要求别人接纳这样的自己。装,是没办法得到真心的。
宽恕自己,宽恕对方,大家还年轻,青春就是用来犯错的。没有过去的伤痛,就不会有反省改正过后更加美好而坚强的自己。
地球是圆的,很多东西走了一圈,在某个对的点上它又回来了。好的人和事都值得付出,值得等待。人活在世上,一定要敢相信,相信自己努力了,时间一定会给你最好的答案。
既然自己一步一个脚印的摧毁了他建造的爱情城堡,就必须一砖一瓦地用自己的血汗重新建设。
I work hard for our future.
I work hard to change myself
I work hard to be a better person.
For both of us sake
I know you are suffering now
Believe me this is just a period.
I see our future..
After these few months,
I hope you can see our future..
Day 20
Chit chating w someone till midnight
I am moving on.
Just now that person correct me
he says actually u change for him is to be a better person
but not another person
why dont u change
I just realise..
I regret why dont i meet him earlier..
Guys always know guys..
Still remember the birthday wishes that i make?
I hope you like it..
Your smile always attract me..
I like de you is the ugly u
U love de me is the ugly me..
We both attracted by each other
Is there a chance
for us
to attract each other again in the future..?
Fate brings us together previously
but Does we have second fate?
I will not keep hold on..
If this is our fate, I believe I will have second fate in you :)
Give me energy..
Jiayou.. I believe all in you..
Love you with my all energy..all my soul
Thanks for being my bf for last 2 years and 4 months..
You are the best :*
I know is cruel..
when cousin tell me that you no contact
means you have totally no love in me
at this moment..
I believe too..
I believe you dont want me to think much also..
I know you..
Thank you for making clear stand.
I also make my stand clear..I want CHASE you :D
I am moving on.
Just now that person correct me
he says actually u change for him is to be a better person
but not another person
why dont u change
I just realise..
I regret why dont i meet him earlier..
Guys always know guys..
Still remember the birthday wishes that i make?
I hope you like it..
Your smile always attract me..
I like de you is the ugly u
U love de me is the ugly me..
We both attracted by each other
Is there a chance
for us
to attract each other again in the future..?
Fate brings us together previously
but Does we have second fate?
I will not keep hold on..
If this is our fate, I believe I will have second fate in you :)
Give me energy..
Jiayou.. I believe all in you..
Love you with my all energy..all my soul
Thanks for being my bf for last 2 years and 4 months..
You are the best :*
I know is cruel..
when cousin tell me that you no contact
means you have totally no love in me
at this moment..
I believe too..
I believe you dont want me to think much also..
I know you..
Thank you for making clear stand.
I also make my stand clear..I want CHASE you :D
星期五, 4月 17, 2015
Day 19
Tonight last time I cry for you
Before getting back to your side..
I will not cry anymore
I will be strong
and changing
Changing is hard
I will try
I will be brave to live alone
Be independent
To be with you longer
Love is not selfishness
I will concern more your feelings
care more on you
Never say break up
Both of us want an everlasting relationship
This is what we promise
yeah
love you
you are always charming and cute for me..
just realise
your smile has gone
I need to help you bring back
Charming boy
wait for me kay..
I am running with time..
Countdown 29 days more..
This time..
no meet up
no texting
no fb
no calling
I give you time to miss me..
I know this is your hard time
I know study is hard for you
Believe me
Im at your side..
I also work hard
to give both of us better future
Im not giving up
Please..You dont give up also
Although everyone might look down you believe me I will always at your side
You always my best man
my best bb
my strongest man
Please smile and laugh and enjoy your life..
You deserve this uni life..Enjoy and dont blame..
This is just one of the process..
Keep calm and keep it up!
You can do it!
Love never stop..
Love never has more tears than happiness
From now on,
I will be a girl that you love before..
Love you, my bb..
Wait for me.. :)
Before getting back to your side..
I will not cry anymore
I will be strong
and changing
Changing is hard
I will try
I will be brave to live alone
Be independent
To be with you longer
Love is not selfishness
I will concern more your feelings
care more on you
Never say break up
Both of us want an everlasting relationship
This is what we promise
yeah
love you
you are always charming and cute for me..
just realise
your smile has gone
I need to help you bring back
Charming boy
wait for me kay..
I am running with time..
Countdown 29 days more..
This time..
no meet up
no texting
no fb
no calling
I give you time to miss me..
I know this is your hard time
I know study is hard for you
Believe me
Im at your side..
I also work hard
to give both of us better future
Im not giving up
Please..You dont give up also
Although everyone might look down you believe me I will always at your side
You always my best man
my best bb
my strongest man
Please smile and laugh and enjoy your life..
You deserve this uni life..Enjoy and dont blame..
This is just one of the process..
Keep calm and keep it up!
You can do it!
Love never stop..
Love never has more tears than happiness
From now on,
I will be a girl that you love before..
Love you, my bb..
Wait for me.. :)
Day 18
Oopss.. sorry ad pass 12
but still i want to talk about the stuffs today..
Today i am happy
because my bb
hold my hands and hug me
Actually very scary
A man knocked my car twice
I shocked and went down and see
then the guy go into my car driver seat
then want to drive my car..
So scary..
I am so scared..
I still want go into the car
I fight with him..
seriously fight..
fight and kick him out..
He go down and go to his friend car
The car is still going on.. I am so scared. I break.
I'm panic
I call tiffany for help.
she's not pick up
I call Bb..
He pick up and come and save me
I am so scared..
no one save me
Im scared alone..
Bb asks me lock door and stay inside.
He came, hug me, and hold my hands..
Let me cry..
I cry and cry and cry..
cry till sleep.
He hug me and sayang me..
He makes me forget the incident happened just now
only sweet memories..
This sweet memories enough for me to think of him..
to make me feel happy
I am touched
I feel lucky
because he is the guy that I love.
I like and want to live forever..
I feel like it is worth for me to wait with him forever..
I love him :)
He is still wearing our rings..
our promise he still remember?
we chit chat whole night while wait others drive my car.
My hands keep shaking..
Luckily I have his hands..
He holds my hands
and turn my ring
I love the way he appreciate me
I still remember that time you say want give me diamond ring
hahahaha
this is our diamond ring
pretty right
Ya..
He is my sweet boy..
Doesnt him?
He can make me
smile like crazy.
cry like crazy..
secure like crazy..
I love him..
In his heart
He still have me
I still have him..
I know we cant seperate :D
Now,
I really believe
he is the one God send to me
to learn to appreciate
to learn to love more
to learn to contribute more
I love him..
It's true :)
He is worth for me to wait for him for my whole life..
Thanks for tonight :)
but still i want to talk about the stuffs today..
Today i am happy
because my bb
hold my hands and hug me
Actually very scary
A man knocked my car twice
I shocked and went down and see
then the guy go into my car driver seat
then want to drive my car..
So scary..
I am so scared..
I still want go into the car
I fight with him..
seriously fight..
fight and kick him out..
He go down and go to his friend car
The car is still going on.. I am so scared. I break.
I'm panic
I call tiffany for help.
she's not pick up
I call Bb..
He pick up and come and save me
I am so scared..
no one save me
Im scared alone..
Bb asks me lock door and stay inside.
He came, hug me, and hold my hands..
Let me cry..
I cry and cry and cry..
cry till sleep.
He hug me and sayang me..
He makes me forget the incident happened just now
only sweet memories..
This sweet memories enough for me to think of him..
to make me feel happy
I am touched
I feel lucky
because he is the guy that I love.
I like and want to live forever..
I feel like it is worth for me to wait with him forever..
I love him :)
He is still wearing our rings..
our promise he still remember?
we chit chat whole night while wait others drive my car.
My hands keep shaking..
Luckily I have his hands..
He holds my hands
and turn my ring
I love the way he appreciate me
I still remember that time you say want give me diamond ring
hahahaha
this is our diamond ring
pretty right
Ya..
He is my sweet boy..
Doesnt him?
He can make me
smile like crazy.
cry like crazy..
secure like crazy..
I love him..
In his heart
He still have me
I still have him..
I know we cant seperate :D
Now,
I really believe
he is the one God send to me
to learn to appreciate
to learn to love more
to learn to contribute more
I love him..
It's true :)
He is worth for me to wait for him for my whole life..
Thanks for tonight :)
星期三, 4月 15, 2015
Day 17
Good morning Bb,
How are you today?
I hope you start to enjoy your holidays
I start to recover ad..
Cheer up..
You are not the one hurt me.
I know you will blame yourself..
dont blame yourself
Believe me
I need to undergo this part to make myself stronger
and let us think more and change for each other..
I need to undergo this part to make myself independent
even when we go singapore..
I believe you are not going to forget promise to go singapore
I miss the time when we first together.
no tears
no grief
no sadness
no madness
no anger
Only love..
I read a book
it says u will feel touched when
u see ur boyfriend do something in detail way..
I think of you
You always bring two jackets when going for a movie
because scare me cold :)
You always help me carry bag
because my bag too heavy, u say u carry :)
You always help me change chopstick to fork
because you know i get used to eat like that :)
You always hug me when i am cold
because you know i like your hug:)
You always hold me tight
because you know if you let go, I will run everywhere :)
You always give me a goodbye kiss when u go
because i love you doing so :)
You always understand me..
Do you listen to your heart?
Do you truly want let me go?
I am here for you..
How are you today?
I hope you start to enjoy your holidays
I start to recover ad..
Cheer up..
You are not the one hurt me.
I know you will blame yourself..
dont blame yourself
Believe me
I need to undergo this part to make myself stronger
and let us think more and change for each other..
I need to undergo this part to make myself independent
even when we go singapore..
I believe you are not going to forget promise to go singapore
I miss the time when we first together.
no tears
no grief
no sadness
no madness
no anger
Only love..
I read a book
it says u will feel touched when
u see ur boyfriend do something in detail way..
I think of you
You always bring two jackets when going for a movie
because scare me cold :)
You always help me carry bag
because my bag too heavy, u say u carry :)
You always help me change chopstick to fork
because you know i get used to eat like that :)
You always hug me when i am cold
because you know i like your hug:)
You always hold me tight
because you know if you let go, I will run everywhere :)
You always give me a goodbye kiss when u go
because i love you doing so :)
You always understand me..
Do you listen to your heart?
Do you truly want let me go?
I am here for you..
星期二, 4月 14, 2015
Day 16
I will bring along your love
to move on
I will bring along our memories
to move on
I will bring along your smile
to move on
I will bring along you
to move on
They ask me why I want wait for you..
I ask them do you ever meet someone
has same favourite sports
has same favourite drinks
has same favourite food
has same dislikes..as u
He can know what the next sentence you want to say
can speak out same words as you
accompany you talk whole day
accompany you do everything
accompany you go there and here
accompany you go adventure
always talk good and good temper
always smile and charming
always think for you first then him
always love you more than himself
He is just like your best friend
He is just like your soulmate
This is him...someone I want to love him forever..
Thanks for loving me so much..
Now my turn to love you more..
contribute for our relationship..
no matter how long,
I will wait..
You are someone that
deserve to wait for :)
You are someone that
deserve to love for :)
I will move on.
move on.
I will find back myself
become the Lily that you love
become the Lily that deserve for your love
I will change to have better attitudes
I will change to not so arrogant,selfish
I will change to make us can go forever
I will wait for you..
no matter how long
Thanks for tahan me for three months
Is it today the last day your exam..
Jiayou
all the best..
Today is your chinese birthday..
Wish you happy birthday..
enjoy your day and love you
to move on
I will bring along our memories
to move on
I will bring along your smile
to move on
I will bring along you
to move on
They ask me why I want wait for you..
I ask them do you ever meet someone
has same favourite sports
has same favourite drinks
has same favourite food
has same dislikes..as u
He can know what the next sentence you want to say
can speak out same words as you
accompany you talk whole day
accompany you do everything
accompany you go there and here
accompany you go adventure
always talk good and good temper
always smile and charming
always think for you first then him
always love you more than himself
He is just like your best friend
He is just like your soulmate
This is him...someone I want to love him forever..
Thanks for loving me so much..
Now my turn to love you more..
contribute for our relationship..
no matter how long,
I will wait..
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You are someone that
deserve to wait for :)
You are someone that
deserve to love for :)
I will move on.
move on.
I will find back myself
become the Lily that you love
become the Lily that deserve for your love
I will change to have better attitudes
I will change to not so arrogant,selfish
I will change to make us can go forever
I will wait for you..
no matter how long
Thanks for tahan me for three months
Is it today the last day your exam..
Jiayou
all the best..
Today is your chinese birthday..
Wish you happy birthday..
enjoy your day and love you
星期一, 4月 13, 2015
Day 15
My dad asks me to find u
he says no need wait 3 months without contact
he says believe him
he says sometimes boys say out de words do not mean it
but
I know you
the words you say
does mean it.
I really feel want to find you
I really want
I really miss you
I really doesnt want leave you like that
I doesnt beg you again
didnt mean I m not love in you
Just I dont want you feel that
we cannot be friends
Just I dont want you feel stress
Just I dont want you feel bad
Love,
is not stress
is not uneasy
is not unhappy
Love,
is happy
When you see the person you love laugh
When you see the person you love smile
you will feel happy
I know..
I choose to let go you at that moment
I know you are happy
I know you are released
Sorry to make our relationship burden for you
Thanks for loving me so much..
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the code we invent together













The way u smile
the way u attract me
the way u make me laugh
the way u blur
the way u look at me
Im so in love with you
Why dont we restart again..
Please give me chance
he says no need wait 3 months without contact
he says believe him
he says sometimes boys say out de words do not mean it
but
I know you
the words you say
does mean it.
I really feel want to find you
I really want
I really miss you
I really doesnt want leave you like that
I doesnt beg you again
didnt mean I m not love in you
Just I dont want you feel that
we cannot be friends
Just I dont want you feel stress
Just I dont want you feel bad
Love,
is not stress
is not uneasy
is not unhappy
Love,
is happy
When you see the person you love laugh
When you see the person you love smile
you will feel happy
I know..
I choose to let go you at that moment
I know you are happy
I know you are released
Sorry to make our relationship burden for you
Thanks for loving me so much..
f03291215l11021314
U still rmb this code
the code we invent together













The way u smile
the way u attract me
the way u make me laugh
the way u blur
the way u look at me
Im so in love with you
Why dont we restart again..
Please give me chance
星期日, 4月 12, 2015
Day 14 11.54pm
Halo, my boy
I miss you
nothing gonna change my love for you..
I miss you
They say
if you are the person that God bless me..
you will turn back..
if you are the person that belongs to me
you will never go..
I know you are the one.
my boy
my bb
my only love :)
I pray
for you
for me
for us..
Nothing gonna change my love for you
Day 14
Ask myself again
how long i can wait you
I am really scared that
you will not turn back to me
Although I have so much confident that
our memories our love can
remind you about me
I still scared
what we do in singapore
having masks together
the photos memories so hurt..
Why I can look at you
like my only one
I miss ur chubby face
do you miss me..
I know
love is not what i do
what i work for
then i can get back the same pay
I know
is not count like that
but
at this moment
i just want to work hard
work more for our love
our relationship
I love you
I willing to do for you
I willing to change for you
I wish that
you still waiting for me
you still thinking of me
you still love me..
You are my superman,
my only man,
my only boy
that I want go through everything with you
that I want go through the rest of my life with you
I will be a better girl for you
the girl that you love
the girl that you care
the girl that can attract you
the girl that you always look at
I miss the face that always look at me
like his only girl
like his only princess
I know that
Wherever love is there,
the love will always be there
it will not gone :)
They ask me
why i so sure he will back
I only can answer
because he is my bb..
and I know him
I understand him
Just this half year
I isolate him for so much
isolate his feelings so much so much..
I will pay back if we still together ..
星期六, 4月 11, 2015
Day 13 part 2
When at roadshow,
also wedding fair
I feel so sad
a year before
you and me sign marriage package to taiwan
a year after
I see other couples hold hands to wedding fair
and the person beside me had left me..
Boulevard everywhere your memories with me
everywhere I see you
everywhere I think about you
everywhere all about you
Sushi King, Pizza Hut, Boulevard, Digi, Astro, Senq, Daiso, Summit, Brand Outlet, Kimbay, Popular, Watsons, The Body Shop,
Why everywhere is you
Why...It makes me feel really sad..
How I wish u to be at my side.
How I wish that u can remember our memories
How I wish you can reflect about us
How I wish time goes faster
also wedding fair
I feel so sad
a year before
you and me sign marriage package to taiwan
a year after
I see other couples hold hands to wedding fair
and the person beside me had left me..
Boulevard everywhere your memories with me
everywhere I see you
everywhere I think about you
everywhere all about you
Sushi King, Pizza Hut, Boulevard, Digi, Astro, Senq, Daiso, Summit, Brand Outlet, Kimbay, Popular, Watsons, The Body Shop,
Why everywhere is you
Why...It makes me feel really sad..
How I wish u to be at my side.
How I wish that u can remember our memories
How I wish you can reflect about us
How I wish time goes faster
I miss you very much
your shadow
your back
your smell
your face
your bag
your tummy
your hair
your eyes
your nose
your birthmark
your mouth
your hug hug
Bb,
I really very miss you..
Can I hug u
Can I hug u..
I keep think that u will ask me come back with a hug one day..
I really cannot lose uuu..
Look at this picture
I keep crying and crying
I really think that you will go far far away..
I cant hold u...
U say I am ur important person
For me, You are even my best friend
my soulmate
my boyfriend
my husband
my lover
and even my family
How can you leave your important person alone
Bb...
That's say How I gonna to change
I say I wait him patiently to control my temper
to control my stubborn,
to control my behaviour
to control myself
How you really leave me alone
They say what if he really let me go
really leave me alone..
I cannot answer myself
I really dont know.. Please give me one more chance to love you..
Day13
Yesterday I go Brian there cut short my hair
When my hair cut short,
I feel my heart bleeding
I feel memories go.
I say I will have long hair for you
I want let you see how pretty am I with long hair
Now I cut short,
not to give up our relationship
not to give up our friendship
not to give up our future
but
to have long hair again to wait for you
No matter how long,
I will not cut my hair ad.
I want to leave long to wait for u
Last night
I ask my friend
My friend says that I am too harsh to you
I am too bad to you
I am too pressure you
I am too stress you
I am so selfish.
Ask me give u time
u need time
to reflect back
to reflect back our memories
to reflect back our love
to reflect back about us.
Ya that's why I choose to wait
without any message, any call
Just to keep quiet, just to be there support you
I know
u might think that I give up our relationship
think that u hurt me badly
Seriously
we need this break up
to let both of us wake up
I know I need
I dont know you
I not blaming anyone.
Everyone ask me give up u..
But I know you are the right person for me
I dont know what u think now
When I want find someone to talk to
I found that I find no one
that know inside me..
that know my everything
I love the way u smile
I love the way u cheer me up
I love the way u love me
Sorry for hurting u so bad
Please smile again.
Jiayou. I know this is your peak period to study for exam.
Jiayou. You always the best for me.
*Hug U*
hugging before you go exam~ :*
If got chance,
I will not treat you like this again.
If got chance,
I will not compare again.
If got chance,
I will not say break up.
If got chance,
I will not quarrel over one day.
If got chance,
I will love you more and more
If got chance,
I will reply all your messages.
If got chance,
I will not isolate you.
If got chance,
I will treat you all my best
But there is no if..
and I know you know I am waiting for you..
and I know you know I am changing for you..
星期五, 4月 10, 2015
第12天
Bb,
你去考试了吗?
I had prayed for you.. :)
你去考试了吗?
I had prayed for you.. :)
Everytime I miss you
I will look back our photos
Still remember this photo
Universal studio foodcourt there capture one
hehe
Why u so cute and handsome..
I love you oo..
我要去roadshow了。
bring along your jacket.
just like you beside me
I need to be strong enough to be alone
then I can be strong enough to back to your side
I know
in future
We will be busy for
working. studying.
I cannot like this keep lying beside you
I cannot like this keep arguing why u not at my side
I cannot be not considerate
Our memories too beautiful till
I forget my grief, my sadness.
I start to be good to myself,
I know I need to be strong to take care myself.
That is what u wish me to.
Sorry for your first wish.
I can't fulfill you
For me, you are always the best man for me :)
Time is slow for me.
Waiting is long..
But i choose to wait
because you are the one
I want to wait for :D
星期四, 4月 09, 2015
11th day 2
How's ur exam today?
My bb sure can do it one right?
hehe love you bb!
u are the best
How I wish I can hug u and tell you about this
Tonight badminton release more.
After talking to many people today,
they say they can still feel some hope in our relationship :)
Yes I wish to.
They say I am really very bad
Yes I know.
They say how can your boyfriend tahan you so long.
Yes I know he is the only one
Haha..I know I am too over..
Today roadshow I keep thinking about you by my side haha
I steal the jacket from you
Do you know?
I know u busy till dont know
What ever
That's belongs to me ad :P
Punishment for leaving me
hehe
Tomorrow another day
Bb, keep it up
Dont give up easily
I know you stress and
sorry for not being at your side.
I will work hard to be a better person for you..
My love, my only love :D
My bb sure can do it one right?
hehe love you bb!
u are the best
How I wish I can hug u and tell you about this
Tonight badminton release more.
After talking to many people today,
they say they can still feel some hope in our relationship :)
Yes I wish to.
They say I am really very bad
Yes I know.
They say how can your boyfriend tahan you so long.
Yes I know he is the only one
Haha..I know I am too over..
Today roadshow I keep thinking about you by my side haha
I steal the jacket from you
Do you know?
I know u busy till dont know
What ever
That's belongs to me ad :P
Punishment for leaving me
hehe
Tomorrow another day
Bb, keep it up
Dont give up easily
I know you stress and
sorry for not being at your side.
I will work hard to be a better person for you..
My love, my only love :D
第11天
十一天的想念
我想你
你想我吗
曾近的你只为我微笑
现在的你还在笑吗
I am so scared that I even take away your smile.
Yesterday go Brian there cut hair
He asked about you
But I pretend that you at house studying
you at house
you at house
I think this is the only way that I can still have you as my boyfriend
Not to explain
Not to tell anyone
I ask myself to be strong enough to wait you back
to wait u find me
This is the only way I can love you for now.
Is 3 months long?
Yes..For me one day is long enough
Because I love you
I am willing to do for you..
I m u
I m u
cdrl2pk
pk2cdrl
Our codes.
Do u still feel anything?
Or the memories ad bcm rubbish for you..
I am so scared I cant wait you back
I am so scared I lost someone to talk to
Someone that willing to listen to my blablabla
Do you willing to be the one again..
I miss u
I only can listen to your voice note
I miss you
I only can see you through photo..
I love you
I only can wait for you
I love you
I only can let you quiet and no stress and burden..
I love you
I only can let you go for now..
Today u exam
jiayou ya.
Fighting my bb..hehe
you are the best
muaskssssss
love you love you
hughug
I also go cellglo roadshow liao
We fight for our future together :)
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