9th day

Last night i spend time with Sharon
She says my thinking is positive
seriously
if not thinking like that,
I scare I cannot tahan my tears
if not thinking like that,
I scare I cannot see our future
if not thinking like that,
I scare I will not be that strong to wait for you
if not thinking like that
I cant get u back

Waiting love is also love.
I choose to wait u
because
I care about this relationship
I care about us
I care about our future
mostly I love you wholeheartedly.

I know you are the one I seek for long time
I know you are the one know me the most
I know you are the one understand me well
I know you are the one that can give me forever
Sadly, you ad away.

I ask myself
why things change in this one year
is Lazy
I choose to rely on you
I choose to lazy to pay out for you
I choose to lazy to listen to you
I choose to lazy to make surprise for you
I choose to be frustrated, annoying towards you
I tired and try to escape from the problems
rather than resolve them one by one
make the problems explode in one go

We are same.
When decision made,
We will not change the decision made

爱一个人，
要了解，也要开解，
要道歉，也要道谢，
要认错，也要改错，
要体贴，也要体谅，
是接受，而不是忍受，
是宽容，而不是纵容，
是支持，而不是支配，
是慰问，而不是质问，
是倾诉，而不是控诉，
是难忘，而不是遗忘。
是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代，
是为对方默默祈求，而不是向对方诸多要求，
可以浪漫，但不要浪费。

真正的爱是让对方做真正的自己，
一个人只有在真正的做自己时，
才会有充分的自由和快乐，
对方如此，自己也是如此

为什么
到分开时，
我才明白。。
我才知道错。。

爱情不该懒惰
当懒惰超越爱情，
你的爱情只会变得不堪一击。

现在的我
选择等待
选择静候
选择
默默付出
默默支持
默默·改变
这也是我现在能做的。
‘后天，考试
加油，亲爱的
你永远是我心目中最棒的
我爱你’
想告诉你
可是
我却已经没资格 :'(

第一个100天的等待。。