Day13

Yesterday I go Brian there cut short my hair

When my hair cut short,

I feel my heart bleeding

I feel memories go.

I say I will have long hair for you

I want let you see how pretty am I with long hair

Now I cut short,

not to give up our relationship

not to give up our friendship

not to give up our future

but 

to have long hair again to wait for you

No matter how long,

I will not cut my hair ad.

I want to leave long to wait for u

Last night

I ask my friend

My friend says that I am too harsh to you

I am too bad to you

I am too pressure you

I am too stress you

I am so selfish.

Ask me give u time

u need time

to reflect back

to reflect back our memories

to reflect back our love

to reflect back about us.

Ya that's why I choose to wait

without any message, any call

Just to keep quiet, just to be there support you

I know 

u might think that I give up our relationship

think that u hurt me badly

Seriously

we need this break up

to let both of us wake up

I know I need

I dont know you

I not blaming anyone.

Everyone ask me give up u..

But I know you are the right person for me

I dont know what u think now

When I want find someone to talk to 

I found that I find no one

that know inside me..

that know my everything

I love the way u smile

I love the way u cheer me up

I love the way u love me

Sorry for hurting u so bad

Please smile again.

Jiayou. I know this is your peak period to study for exam.

Jiayou. You always the best for me.

*Hug U*

hugging before you go exam~ :*

If got chance,

I will not treat you like this again.

If got chance,

I will not compare again.

If got chance, 

I will not say break up.

If got chance,

I will not quarrel over one day.

If got chance, 

I will love you more and more

If got chance,

I will reply all your messages.

If got chance,

I will not isolate you.

If got chance,

I will treat you all my best

But there is no if..

and I know you know I am waiting for you..

and I know you know I am changing for you..